Rabu, 25 September 2013

In september 2011

dear, youi like you so much when i see you in the first time
initially I felt this was just a momentary taste
but i was wrong, this feel...make my heart beating like crazy
I remember when you met earlier, but looking at your eyes then you are with someone else. maybe it was the beginning of our closeness, until finally you and me get 'US'
i remember when the first our conversation
i remember when the first time, you call me "kamu" and finally we proceed
i thingking about you, every time, thinking about how many girl friends you have
and  finally, our status is relationship
he's so nervous, like that night. you know what i mean, but i really really like it
and when it, you make my face all red
i love it when you hug and kiss me. i love it when you touch my face and hold my hand. i love everything you did to me
but now, everything suddenly change, you never make our night conversation so sweet, you never ask me hang out
you never greet me again



i dont know why but you leave me when i need you so much, maybe you've find other girl that more than me
its very hurt you know, but i pretend everything is going to be alright
i pretend there's nothing happen
i pretend everything is "okay"
just can smile when you broke my heart, just can smile when i losing you
eventually i didn't thinking about you so much like back then, i feel happy now but sad inside
i don't know what should i do now
sick of this
i'm unselfish, i'm boring, i'm annoying or etc. i'm sp sorry, i know its too late
so much i love you , so much i miss you
but don't worry i believe, everthing is going to be alright maybe not today, but eventually
time heals all things
smile even though you're so close with tears
how strong i am, rite?
but why its must like this? fuckyou

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